Bliss
I'm reliving my Hitch post just about now. :p
It feels great to be able to tell someone the absolute worst part of yourself, and know that you're loved just the same. Carlo and I have gotten to talking more these days, and part of me still can't believe I told him the things that I did. It was like skydiving without a parachute because, although I tend to be open about myself, I can honestly say that I've never placed as much trust in anyone as much as I placed in him.
The best part, though? He dove after me, caught me mid-air, and made me feel like I could fly. With him. ^_^ He opened up to me just the same, and I could never have felt more honored. I just fell in love with him even more.
I can say that the trust that we have for each other now is the kind of trust that can only exist between two people who sincerely love each other--no holds barred. We've been through so very much, and I know now something I may have always known at the start, but refused to believe, in part because I tend to be so cynical (it's a defense mechanism).
I've really, finally, completely found that person I can love in spite of, just because, and for the rest of my life -- AND rest well knowing that he feels exactly the same way as I do. ^_^ Someone who, just by looking at me, can make me feel like I have all the love I need in the world. Someone who, just by holding my hand, can make me feel like I have nothing to worry about. Our whole relationship has matured to a level I honestly didn't know I'd experience this early in my life. It's both scary and exciting at the same time, because I know that the best is yet to come.
Thank you, baby, for accepting everything about me. We've been through hell and worse, and we're still together. Thank you for trusting me the way that you do, showing me everything that you can about yourself, and believing that I'll love you just the same. Thank you assuring me that, even if hell comes back over and over again, you'll still be at my side, and still want me in yours. Thank you for making me feel safe in your nice, big and cozy arms. ^_^ Thank you. Thank you. I love you very much.
I'm happy. This is a happy, cheesy, sappy post. But every word of it is heartfelt and real. I can't help it. ^_^
posted by Mich @ 9:01 AM
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