Sunday, August 29, 2004

Let's try this out

It's been a long time since I've allowed my thoughts to run in print. I guess it's my way of trying to pretend that I'm still in control of my life, as I was a few years ago. I've stopped writing about myself for some time now, concentrating on writing for others, placing my thoughts on hold. I was thinking that maybe I could put off analyzing an event and realizing that it wasn't really what it seemed to be in the first place... then I'd be able to sleep in peace. What can I say? I'm a control freak, and I'm not used to having things happen to me that I can't rationalize over or control by myself.

Well, this is my way of reminding myself that I can't control everything. Maybe this is also my way of reminding myself of the little things that matter, little things that happen everyday that I should be grateful for, whether or not I understand them.

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